Title: All That's Beautiful Drifts Away
Rating: 15+
Summary: He thought there would be nothing to gain by fighting for the Order except for death. There were no tears of remorse, no guilt to be had. He did what he had to do. He didn't expect this.

( His best friends were insane; there were no other words to describe them. He could have killed someone last night. )

Title: Lights Were Paling One By One
Rating: R
Summary: Here, where feelings such as guilt are non-existent, forgiveness is the ultimate act of faith. A continuation of A Cold Heaven.

Afterlife verse. James/Lily, mostly one-sided James/Sirius, implied Lily/Snape, Remus/Tonks.

( He unfolds her hand and kisses her palm. Her fingers curve to cup his face and she smiles softly. This is her goodbye. )

Title: Lights Were Paling One By One
Rating: R
Summary: Here, where feelings such as guilt are non-existent, forgiveness is the ultimate act of faith. A continuation of A Cold Heaven.

Afterlife verse. James/Lily, mostly one-sided James/Sirius.

( Something in Sirius snaps, like the tension of that tug-of-war rope, stretched too thin and finally breaking, and he exhales noisily, closing his eyes as a sense of tranquility passes through him. )

Title: Lights Were Paling One By One
Rating: R
Summary: Here, where feelings such as guilt are non-existent, forgiveness is the ultimate act of faith. A continuation of A Cold Heaven.

Afterlife verse. James/Lily, mostly one-sided James/Sirius.

( Sirius’s regrets are mapped in the trembling of his hands. )

Title: A Cold Heaven
Rating: R
Summary: Even in death, James shines brighter than Sirius. But he’s no longer jealous, knows that it’s just borrowed light; James glows when he’s loved. He was always loved, will always be loved.

Afterlife verse. James/Lily, mostly one-sided James/Sirius.

( He knew only about dark magic and dark deaths, kept secret and unspoken of; prayers were kept for silent nights alone in bed for a life outside of the one he was born into. )

Title: A Cold Heaven
Rating: R
Summary: Even in death, James shines brighter than Sirius. But he’s no longer jealous, knows that it’s just borrowed light; James glows when he’s loved. He was always loved, will always be loved.

Afterlife verse. James/Lily, mostly one-sided James/Sirius.

( The slipping of secrets, the unravelling of powerful magic, leaves a sharp pain in his chest that tells him they're gone, they're gone. )

Title: In The Grave, All Shall Be Renewed
Rating: R
Summary: Vague memories, nothing but memories, But in the grave all, all, shall be renewed.

AU. Post-OoTP. Remus/Sirius. Remus/Tonks.

( Age never eases the pain that loss can bring. )

Title: Absence Is Constant
Rating: PG
Summary: ...when something is gone, it can be recognized by the shape of its absence. So that you can continue to possess the lost, because absence is the only constant thing. Because you can get free of everything except the space where things have been. - Nicole Krauss

Pre-DH, Remus/Sirius.

( But the war, that’s just ended and there is blood still fresh on his hands, wounds still raw in his heart. )