You start by melting my heart. Making me feel capable of anything. When i look into your eyes i get lost. In this new beautiful world. And i am not scared. The feeling is intoxicating. Crying for i deserve this happiness. It's deeper then i had ever imagined. And i want in all the way. Until i am completly covered in your brilliance.

He found me.

well hello kids. party tonight. well kind of. come over. get at me on here

today will be a good day. I have no fear for anything anymore. and it feels real good. im finally at a place i have tried to work to get at my whole life. well now i gotta get a job car some fucking money  but other then that im feeling goooood. haha.

Ok. fine, you all win. I offically have no one. i get it. i must be this big asshole i have no friends. the one friend i thought i had told my whole family about me getting back together with my husband and now i don't even have a family. No one is on my side with this. im all alone. and i've never felt so betrayed in all my life. nothing left to ( Read more... )

I am so happy. I cant stop smiling. the butterflies are trying to burst out of my stomach. I cry these happy tears. I've waited so long for this dream to come. true. no more stupid lisa. the real me is back. for you bring the good out that was burried in me. Me and my husband decided to give this another shot. omg. just being able to say... my ( Read more... )

So go figure... the days it starts to get amazing outside i get sick. Yet in the wintertime I'm perfectly fine?!! Anyways my divorce is finally here. So i can put all that shit behind me. Even though i know after all this time I'm still not over him... but whats a girl to do? He's broken my heart a million times, I've broken his prolly just the ( Read more... )

The worst fear.

She pray's for an answer,
For this to make sense,
It's leading her no where,
Her heart is a mess,
Her child's life;
A tragic end,
This family's life so hard to mend.

: I know depressing. I wrote this in 30 seconds. and there will prolly be alot more. I get inspired when tragic things happen to help by writing. This goes out to the mothers ( Read more... )

boyfriend. its starting to get really lonley over here. but im really picky so i guess its my own damn fault.

almost about positive that im not working at the job that i have been with for five years. i have my tax money coming up. dunno what the fuck i am doing with my life. and to be truthful... i dont fucking care. I'm gonna let my life lead me. instead of me lead my life. is that stupid? to be free? seems less practical and less stresssful to just let ( Read more... )