well...couldn't find oils at the shops today, i'll try again tomorrow. I didn't go to school but I must start some more homework soon. I didn't cry today how wonderful! oh actually yes I did..poop... don't wanna talk about it ( Read more... )

Claire just left. she just e-mailed me and said she wants nothing to do with me, which is alright if I didn't feel so alone! I e-mailed Sophie and asked her if she still wanted to remain friends or not. I might as well get it all over and done with now than drag it out ( Read more... )

I feel like shit...my head feels funny. I've just slept for the last 20 hours though. I miss Angel...I want her here with me so bad. I hate Alex, fuck him for abusing her over and over and over again. every day it is now, I don't know if it's worse than physical abuse though....maybe ( Read more... )

okay I best write now before I pass out. I saw Kat today! how wonderful is that! she's even more beautiful in person than in pictures I mean like MUCH MUCH MUCH more in person than in photos, no offence to the photo's or anything. lol. So bizarre we know the same people and we've only met today. I had a lovely time, we'll have to do it again soon, ( Read more... )

how come this doesn't surprize me ( Read more... )

I am sooo pissed off. i'm looking in the paper for jobs and the ones I want I need experiance but my frickin parents won't let me do it! it's not money or anything it's just they think because I've come out of hospital I shouldn't do too much but i'm going out of my mind not doing anything but homework during the day and nothing to do at night. I'm ( Read more... )

I have an appointment on monday with Mary-ann at the school. I have to cancel my appointment with Sue and make it for another day. I have to find the address to send my files too ( Read more... )

I’m back at home until tomorrow. I was dreaming about something to do with dad when Ann Maree woke me up and asked when I was going or something like that and Kelly heard and she was having a panic attack thinking I was about to have a meeting and leaving for good! Poor girl ( Read more... )

A Survey Kat wanted me to do...here you are babe ( Read more... )

Well I haven’t written in here for a while there has been a lot happened since I’ve last written. I’ve ended my relationship with Ben…for good. I’m about to end another one with another friend. I’ve actually been admitted into hospital about 2 weeks ago and I’ll be in there for another two weeks. The time out has been great and there are things to ( Read more... )