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[acoustic_sunset]

I'm so tired of not having control of anything in my life. I hate not having any self esteem and always hating myself for being fat and disgusting...but thats pretty much what i've been told my whole life. Even when i fucking lost 50 lbs i still felt awful. I'm tired of people setting standards for what i should be like. I'm tired of not being

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[upngo]

(I want you) and ur not fat ur gorgeousssssss<3 anddddddddddd if it makes u that self conscious come join me at the gym, it shall be lovely---its 160ish for 3 months at twin park and u can bring hannah i think bc they hav ea babysitting thing!

[acoustic_sunset]

Thanks Jess...That means a lot to me. You do control your own happiness...but for me...its just a matter of finding it. I really appreciate you're advice. It's nice to know that someone understands where im coming from.