I'm so confused. Everyone keeps telling me not to go to Molloy because they screw you over and that it's too hard. So now im looking into SUNY Old Westbury. i dont know what to do. I don't even know if i want to be a teacher anymore. I'm a mess. Hannah has been screaming non-stop for the past week and i'm about to flip my lid.

Well...Max is gone. I can't stop crying. Trinity knows he is gone...and she keeps crying and looking towards the doors...its so sad :( I was making Trinity her dinner...and started crying hysterically because i only had to make one bowl of food for her...and not for max. God...he was such a good dog. We are all going to miss him terribly. I ( Read more... )

I'm sorry we cant help you anymore Maximus. I love you with all my heart...you are the best doggy in the whole world. This totally fucking blows.

School started yesterday. Only had anatomy and today i have speech and hearing therapy. I hope that class dosent suck ass. I'm excited for school...gives me some time to myself. haha. I need a job. Maybe i'll go work at best buy part time or something...but probably not. NIP/TUCK last night...holyyyy shit...i love that show. Dr. Troy might ( Read more... )

So...Dashboard was fucking AMAZING...needless to say. MmM. I want to go again. Grandpa's funeral was yesterday. I did a lot better than i thought i would. Thank you to Katie, Lia, Claire, Nicole, Melissa for coming. I was kinda surprised that they didnt bury him with us there...i guess they only do that in the movies. Went shopping last ( Read more... )

Well...Grandpa died on thursday. Poor man...he suffered so much. At least he lived a good life. Wake is on sunday at Dalton in floral park from 2-5.
the only good thing about this weekend is Dash tonight...im not really excited about it...hopefully chris carrabba will cheer me up. bleh...im so gay.

Im so confused. I don't know what the hell just happened last night. I come home from shopping with my mom and kitt is packing his clothes telling me he is leaving. Just because i wasn't home to take him to cash his pay check? Something isn't adding up here. I know thats not it...he just came out of no where. I know there is something he isnt ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of not having control of anything in my life. I hate not having any self esteem and always hating myself for being fat and disgusting...but thats pretty much what i've been told my whole life. Even when i fucking lost 50 lbs i still felt awful. I'm tired of people setting standards for what i should be like. I'm tired of not being ( Read more... )

Today could quite possibly have been the worst day in history. My friend was suppose to buy dashboard tickets for us right....and apparently she couldnt get them on ticketmaster so now i owe her $233...she didnt even ask me before she bought them...then...the phone wouldnt stop ringing everytime i tried to have sex. Next, my grandfather crapped ( Read more... )

well i guess i should update...i havent been on here in ages. Big big news..im engaged...as of march 3rd. I'm not really sure if kitt wants to be engaged to me though...he dosent seem too excited about it...im starting to wonder if it was his mothers idea. Hannah is going to be the big 4 months old on april 21st. she is about 12 lbs right now ( Read more... )