this is going to blossom so beautifully. no one will even know what to think.

deleted thaaat. i dont know why. i wrote it and thats all i needed. but i feel a lot of guilt or i know i should feel bad for some things. but i dont. i dont want to hurt anyone. i just dont want to deal with thier drama. almost on instinct i think of dealing with certain situations by being kinda hurtful. but maybe ide feel better if i was nice? ( Read more... )

im getting my first apartment and i couldnt be more happy. its reallly nice and everything is going good. siiiiiiiiiiccckkk. moving in this sunday.

haha. things can go uphill fast.

things can go downhill fast. =(

the johnny thrash album is going really well. it feels like the freshest thing ive done in a long time or even heard in a long time. who wouldve thought? weve come a long way.

have some substance and consistency and that would be greeeeeeeeeat. until then ill do my best to ignore you ( Read more... )

dear diary,
your all faggots.
im moving back to ramona fortunately and unfortunately.
i have an amazing job right now that im giving up and im not sure if thats a good idea.
and what the fuck is wrong with people sometimes?
love,
Bowen L. Stidger-Connelly

dear diary

i like a girl

give me an iv of information. you blink for a second and every thing is sppeding past you. what the fuck is going on?