Life pretty much sucks. Hardcore. Every single day is the same, work. I feel like I live there and I can't stand it. I hate all those fucking people and I especially hate the fact that I make drinks and serve it to them. Then they complain if you're not happy enough. Or if you don't talk to them. I really just wantto say fuck you most of the time ( Read more... )

so it has been 101 weeks since my last update...how do you come back from that ( Read more... )

fuck this shit.

i'm too cool for this.

so in my little search of information about the Texas Chainsaw Massacre, I found out that the actual killer that Leatherface was based on, Ed Gein, was born on my birthday. isn't it lovely to share a birthday with a murderer?

so i think i have a new drink of choice...wine. lol. tonight i went to the pool hall with Caryn, Donna, Kathy, Brian and his girlfriend. it was fun but a little awkward, until Brian left. then we played one more game and went to the store to get beer and wine, then back to Donna's house. i hate beer, so i drank my wine and told Donna my story. I ( Read more... )

what would i do without my BFF? probably die from all this stress. even though she is probably sick of hearing me talking about my situation, i love her for listening to me and being there when i really needed a friend ( Read more... )

long story, if you don't know, i will eventually tell you. bottom line is that Shaun and i are broken up at the moment. and i don't care what people tell me and what people think of my decisions, but i'm not giving up on him. and please don't tell me that he doesn't deserve me and i could do much better, because i don't really want to hear it. yeah ( Read more... )

DO IT ( Read more... )

Caryn went to the doctor again this morning to find out that it is a GIRL and I will have a NIECE!!! YAY I am soo excited, I knew it was going to be a girl, but I couldn't wait to find out. I'll be doing my best to make her super girly too because little girls are the cutest.

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Shaun painted my nails tonight. not only did he paint them like a solid color, he also painted little pictures on them. all my nails are different and they actually look pretty cute ( Read more... )