Man today sucked ass, my boss was riding my ass all day today. nothing really new there, but at every turn he was cussing me out, and telling me that i was doing it wrong. i want everyone that reads this to know that i had never put up citadel board until today, i told my boss this. he said that he understood, and that he would show me how to ( Read more... )

well damn how tha fuck is everyone? its been a long time since i got on here, lets see since the last time i was on here my life has taken many many twists and turns, i got kicked out of shadows within because i was an inconsiderate dumbass, i pawned dwaynes guitar it wasn't mine or ever going to be i don't even remember why i pawned it, but i do ( Read more... )

hey there everyone i know i haven't been on here in a while but it has come to my attention that some people in an un-named band seem to think that they are, for some reason, the fucking ebert and ropert of heavy metal, it is my opinion that no matter who anyone is that they are in no way better than anyone else for any reason. yes we used a fog ( Read more... )

hello everyone its me again i know its been more than a week as promised but oh well i guess thats okay and if not well fuck you its my life. hahaha just kidding. well i'm not so depressed now i'm a little better, i'm trying to find a way to tell someone something without breaking their heart. i realize now that my life isn't as fucked up as i ( Read more... )

well everyone whats up not too much here just kinda chillin at my dads for a while i'm pretty bored actually i am just waiting patiently until its time for band practice this evening i know that jessica is having some trouble on the home front and i hope that everything is okay down there for her. but thats enough of that i don't want to get upset ( Read more... )

well i'm at band practice its over now and i'm getting ready to go home and live out the rest of my boring ass week. i'm pretty fucking bored right now actually i'm just waiting on dwayne to get back from taking fatty home. but jess you need to stop being so stubborn and talk to me i'm not sure why you would believe that crack slut over me but i' ( Read more... )

well hello everyone i finally got a chance to update this thing. my life has been a living hell lately but its starting to look up now. i won't go into details but i'll just say that my life has sucked pretty bad for the past few weeks. but like i said its getting better now. i miss all of my friends and i wish i could see ya'll right now you ( Read more... )

whats up peeps? i'm just chillin' on my day off kinda bored, but i'm alright. i'm not gonna be able to get my car back so i'm kinda bummin about that but i'll be alright. i'm gonna go get my guitar today from my dads house. so i'm pretty psyched about that. i miss my guitar i want to apologize to a few people while i'm on here jessica i'm sorry ( Read more... )

well hellow everyone how are ya? i'm fucking grand. i lost my car today. so lets see lets count the losses in the past month 1. crystal (not crying too hard over that one anymore) 2. my "close friend" jessica (still letting go) 3. my home 4. my car, whats next? i'm staying with this chick i met at work her name is tabitha she is really fucking ( Read more... )

i don't get it sometimes but my life can be great one minute and then the next its falling apart. oh well its over now and i am determined not to let my life get to this point again i've found someone that makes me happy in a new way! a much different and somehow better way. whenever i think about her i feel like i'm floating, its wierd b/c i don't ( Read more... )