it is amazing how someone you can look up to for so long and hold close as a friend can turn their back on you and everything they ever said.maybe i'm not seeing the big picture or whatever, but i feel betrayed.to be honest i'm not sure where i'm going with any.it's even more amazing how their decisions seem so irrelivant to them but have such a ( Read more... )

alright so things are going good.i've been hanging out a bit more lately so that's sweet.spending money on comics is awesome.saving money for new guitar is gnar.hating my job is normal.need to move out of my house like now is a must ( Read more... )

take 2 steps back and look at the bigger picture.your exactly where you were before.unsure and doubtful.it'd be easy to believe that it isn't there but it's a lie that you know all to well.push it away and you've lost,stay with it and you've lost.all relationships are complicated but this one more than others.interpreted wrong is a sign of failure. ( Read more... )

holy shit life just got sweet as fuck.i got chocolate milk and the new Terror jams goin.i'm fuckin into it.yea get jealous fuckers.summer 2006 is where it's at.new band is looking good right now.we need a more permanent line up like a singer.but i ain't stressing right now.

so life is pretty sweet.school is about over so everyone will be coming back.i'm into it.i don't do much hanging out anymore cause i'm too busy chillin out with myself.it's tight i guess.i've also become very bad at answering or calling people back.it's nothing personal nor do i intend for it to become a personal matter,but it's just something that ( Read more... )

i could've tried to start again but i knew it'd always end at the same point.i can't go forward then stop.something keeps pushing me to move on.when you hit a wall you can either be stopped by that wall,go through it,or walk away at your failure.this time like every other i walked away.it may have seemed selfish to do this,but i can't get past that ( Read more... )

today was alright in retrospective to the past week.don't get me wrong everything is good but today kind of sputtered out.i helped the guys look for a new house all day which was sweet but no luck.practiced today and wrote half of a song...look out.playing call of dudes til 4 in the morning rocks.working blows hard.every girl that walks into my ( Read more... )

life has been good lately.i'm sick but i can get past that.i haven't been hanging out with anybody lately cause of my car situation and now that i'm sick too.but it'll change when i get my truck out of the shop ( Read more... )

stupid old lady who doesn't look both ways before pulling out of a parking lot sucks.got no truck until i get it fixed.owning a new guitar head is sweet.working 6 days a week blows.having good friends to keep up the laughs is awesome.girls always making life more complicated then it has to be is lame ( Read more... )

i hate that i can never have what i want.it all goes back to the what ifs in life.or maybe all the almost chances i've had put in front of me.i've said it so many times but it is odd how conent i am with my own self destruction.i will burn every bridge before i feel let down.i've gotten so used to failure and let downs that it's become natural to ( Read more... )