Does anybody ever come to live journal anymore? I go to look at my friends page and it's empty because it's been so long since anyone has updated. I haven't even updated since July! Crazy. I used to write in this thing all the time, like at least twice a week.

But for those of you that might still come to this page every once in awhile... things ( Read more... )

Everyone around me is so happy. It's weird. Ok, it's not weird that they're happy, it's good, it's really really good. Jen has a boyfriend now, his name is Chad, he's pretty cool. We used to work at FYE together so I met him a long time ago. But anyways, they're together, and really cute. Jen is really happy with him, and she's always in a good ( Read more... )

I think things are looking up... way up. Feelings can really surprise you. Kinda just hits ya.

I can't believe that I turn 21 in just over 24 hours. It's really crazy to think about, I feel as though it's not possible that so much time has gone by since I graduated high school. I have so many high expectations for my birthday, well at least I did before. I mean I want it to be a blast, but I can't think about it without seeing Jake there. He ( Read more... )

Today would be 10 months. It's going to be a really freaking hard day. How long will I be crying myself to sleep? Crying in the shower? In the morning when no one is home? I still don't understand it. We had such an incredible relationship. He took me to Florida to spend a week with his family, who does that? The entire time, I feel as though I was ( Read more... )

If there's nothing wrong with me then why does this always happen? Why am I always broken up with? He says, you know you're an amazing person right? But I just can't see this lasting forever. And we need to end it now before I leave. Fuck that. I'm done. I don't want to look for anything else. He was it. The feelings I had for Jake way surpassed ( Read more... )

Well... here I am updating... when I'm supposed to be doing homework, that's how it always goes. I like to procrastinate... I'm very good at it ( Read more... )

yeah hmm... it's been awhile... I don't have time to really update right now I have to go to work... but just so you all know, I'm doing really good! So ready for school to be done... but other than that I'm excited to move into our new apartment next month with Duby and Jen... it's going to rock! And things with Jake are going amazing!!!!!!!! I'm ( Read more... )

hmm... it's been awhile ( Read more... )

I have absolutely no motivation. I'm doing the first homework assignment of the semester, and I don't want to do it. I have 2 sentences written. I'm really starting to get sick of this school thing... it wouldn't be so bad if that's all there was, but I have no time to relax or do anything. I'm taking a full schedule of classes, spending 10 hours a ( Read more... )