I hit 130 today. My goal weight for today was 131 so I'm doing good! I started at 137, so since the 18th I've lost 7 lbs. its been super easy.

eating 1400 calories a day, if you eat low calorie snacks it's hard to even reach that! Exercising about 2 times a week. No late night snacks, cutting back on the weed smoking.

somewhere between 131 & 132 this morning. going for a run :)

I'm feeling superior. My face looks thinner ( Read more... )

So lost 2 lbs. Then I screwed up, Shannon and I made pot brownies and I was high for 30 hours! I ate cinnamon rolls, HUGE cup of fro yo with choco chips, Raviolis, goldfish, chili, tonssss of food. It totally fucked up my weekend. But I made up for it yesterday.

1 lb a week is easy, I just have to watch my calories.

empty belly greasy head long nails

My New Year's Resolutions:

Take better care of my teeth, floss, mouthwash everyday.

Lose 10 lbs. I want to be 120 again, when you're a size 8 it's too hard to find jeans.

I get so much anxiety around this time of year.

"Don’t bend; don’t water it down; don’t try to make it logical; don’t edit your own soul according to the fashion. Rather, follow your most intense obsessions mercilessly."

Franz Kafka

indulge in those things that make your brain quiet
Bars, dark, smoky places, warm, wet embraces, dolls, jars and jars of dolls, oval and white calling to me.
forget health, feed your artneed.

lavish yourself in emptiness

"I'll start telling you lies,
and my lies will sparkle,
become the bad stars you chart your life by."

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