so it's summer . . .

and i am beyond excited

this is a ranting entry so you don't have to read if you don't want to...

im not looking for attention in this. i just wanted to get it out. so whether you read it or not i dont care.

ok so im mad. well not mad just really let down. i dont know. i guess i try to hard. i just DON'T SEE how someone can come in from nowhere and be little miss perfect ( Read more... )

"We'd start slow, the way we always did, becasue the run and the game could go on for awhile. Maybe even forever. That was the thing. You just never knew. Forever was so many different things. It was always changing, it was what everything was really about. It was twenty minutes, or a hundred years, or just this instant, or any instant I wished ( Read more... )

I turn 16 tomorrow :)

"cause heads just ache when i think of
the things i shouldnt have done 
but life is for living, we all know 
and i don't want to live it alone"
<3

"I knew there were no guarantees. No way of knowing what came next for me, or him. Like a good song, or a good book, or a good memory you can take out and unfold in your darkest times, pressing down the corners and peering in close hoping you still recognize the person you see there. He was a whole country away from me now. But I had a good feeling ( Read more... )

ok. im better now.
friday just wasnt a good night.

but last night made up for it :)
i had the best time ever.
all my friends are amazing.
and they made me feel so much better.
and i now like vault.
and it made me insanly hyper.
it was fun.
ice age two was the best.
i love that squirell.
and cold stone!
haha.

and he is just the best thing in my life.
cause he ( Read more... )

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

im so confused. i really dont ( Read more... )

MY 16TH BIRTHDAY IS ONE
 MONTH FROM TODAY!!

three doors down is coming this summer . . . 
and i wanna go