looking back on these past few months, I've realized how much i miss the simple days. When i could still call my closest friends the "best" ones of the group, school was easy cause i actually had motivation to do my work, and i didn't go home every night dreading the next day.I hate the fact that the only thing that is ever constant in anybodys ( Read more... )

 I'm lost.

Can somebody come and help me find my way?

I have so many emotions running through me i don't know what to feel or where to begin......help.

I keep expecting you

to fade

to wake up one morning

and not care

so i keep myself one carefully measured step away

in anticipation

of your loves decline

So when your cheek turns

and your attention wanders elsewhere

my heart will not be left

hanging

from an elastic thread

you forgot to pull off

your old pair of socks

-Jewel-
I know i can't say ( Read more... )

I miss you.

I don't know whats wrong.

I just know im tired of pretending.

Just consider me dead for a little while.

I am an idiot.

I don't know why I am so clumsy or how i got a pencil jammed into my foot. For some reason things just find away to hurt me, and because they do I have to get a tetnis shot tomorrow so i don't die, and im scared.

Like i said..........

I am an idiot

I find it strange that we search

our whole lives for love

as though it were the

final treasure

the solemn purpose of people

in movies and magazines

Yet when it comes to your door

one morning with calm eyes to deliver itself

you realize it alone is not enough.

Im just sitting here wondering if you made it home okay, you were supposed to call but hopefully you just forgot.

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

I feel like something is slipping away and coming to an end......I just don't know what it is.

You said " I won't like you any less or any more than I already do." What does that mean? You are always so confusing.....one second I think i've got everything figured out and the next it all changes.

So last night I finally made it to prom with Samuel ( Read more... )