I need to talk to some people who I love very much to get things back on track. I feel hurt and unappreciated sometimes.It might as well be just me. I don't know. I want to help my friends who are still in high school, yet act just mature as me. In fact I'd say about half of my friends still are in high school. I want to be there for them ( Read more... )

           Fredonia sucks. I'm sure it's partially my fault but oh well. I don't party because I don't like to part. I know I don't have to drink, but still just watching people amount to that crap isn't my kind of thing. My roommate is okay I guess. He either calls me bro, dude, or man. However, my theory is only when he is drunk or high he'll ( Read more... )

School. Colleges. Grandparents. Dad. Loneliness. Graduation. Brother and Sister. Advanced Algebra 2. Finally dropping physics. Sadness. Fear. Paranoia. Friends. Fear of  asking a simple question. Fear of what the answer will be. Bashful. Musical. AP English. Performing Arts. "Mostly Too..." is over. SUNY Purchase. Mrs. Meers. Feeling like the ( Read more... )

           Hey, what's up? So many things are going through my mind. This last year of high school seems one of them. I'm watching the end of "Grease" right now on ABC Family. I suck at physics, even though the teacher is awesome. I want to take it for college purposes, but I don't have to. So I'm taking the SATs in two weeks, which sucks. If I don ( Read more... )

               Yeah I haven't updated in a while. I'm not in the best  mood, and that's when I usually update. To start off the only person I think I can possibly be mad at is myself. I realize that I'm the one who screws things up, in what ever situation. I'm not being emo and wanting people to feel sorry for me but I'm just telling it how it is. ( Read more... )

Hey what's up? Anyway I'm probably just going to write some random stuff in here that has been going on currently. So well yeah.

First of all working at Seabreeze at the pizza stand from 5:00 until sucked. People who had went to the groves got these coupon things for free slices of pizza which was ridiculous. So the line for about three and ( Read more... )

Some random stuff that happened and some random thoughts:

I got drunk for the first time Thursday.
I am good now with Jimmy and Frank.
"Titanic" is a good movie.
I think like this girl who works in games at Seabreeze. Her name is Kristin I think. She seems really cool. She is really pretty and so I'm sure she has a boyfriend. I think she's older than ( Read more... )

      Well to start I have a feeling this will be an okay summer. Whatever comes to mind and I feel like putting down I'll put in here. Here we go.

So I'm a dumb ass. I failed the chemistry exam, yeah a 57. I wish I could just be smart like a lot of people I know, like my friends. I guess I'll just study until August where I can retake it. Like ( Read more... )

Yeah today was the official last night of spring break. I'm going to miss it. This has been the best spring break I've ever had. Staying up late, bonfires, drinking Vault, the movies, sleep overs, birthday parties, going to the mall, going to the playground, just hanging out and talking, etc. It is because of my friends I've had such an awesome ( Read more... )

So far spring break has going pretty good. On Thursday I went to the Medley Centre with Michelle and Tricia. I got my jacket stuck in a tree at the Medley Centre after dropping it off the second floor. The security guards were laughing at us and then started yelling at us for standing on a bench to try to get it and then at Michelle and Tricia for ( Read more... )