Sometimes I just don't know why I try. I'm so tired of never finishing anything. I think I'd feel better if I just stop trying...But, maybe not...? I don't know whaat to do ( Read more... )

I'm starting to think I will never be able to function like a "normal" human being...Which is ok, I guess, if it has to be...But it's really hard to not feel like I'm just being lazy. I can't do simple things most days and it's getting very frustrating. I am now a little scared to have kids. What if I can't care for them properly ( Read more... )

My tooth hurts!!!!! And my leg hurts!!!!!! I'm in so much pain that all I want to do is sleep...but, I have so much to do. I wish I could afford a trip to the dentist and/or doctor. :-(

Things are bad right now. Not gonna lie. But, I accidentally found a forum where I think I can get support and not feel so helpless and alone. Yay small victories! And yay to serendipitous (sp?) things.

You...are the most inconsiderate asshole I've ever met. One of my most recurrent dreams is me just telling you off. Please GTFO.

I really and truly believe life would be so much simpler if I just stopped trying. However, I'm pretty darn sure it wouldn't be BETTER, just EASIER. So...How stubborn am I? Time to find out, I guess.

Some days...You just wonder why you even bothered waking up. *sigh*

I lost 4 pounds. Go me. I'm still scarily close to 200, but it's farther away now. School is not going so well. I wish I has my own place to go to study. As it is I am having a REALLY hard time focusing, because the house is constantly either busy or just plain negative. I was hoping to do 5-6 lessons per day this week...I haven't even finished one ( Read more... )

All I can say is, you really fucked up. You failed at your job, and now I have to deal with it. Awesome.

Taking a deep breath and trying not to let it ruin my day.

It's been almost two weeks since my doctor appointment. Since then I've been eating relatively well and at least walking every day (I think I may have missed one day?) and I'm getting better about doing more than just walk. Today I biked for an hour at the gym. Over 12 miles. I'm starting to feel better. It's not a drastic change, but I'm handling ( Read more... )