i spent thanksgiving with douglas and his family. on wednesday nite doug and i met up and bought pizza and vodka, and drank all the vodka and ate all the pizza, and then we played guitar, and fought, and loved. it was cute fighting though, not a real fight. more like cute drunk stuff. i was really upset over the fact that In Utero is my ( Read more... )

so, um, lately, i've been like excrusiatingly horny. like just whenever, all of a sudden i'll be like "GOOD GOD I NEED SOME SOMETHING NOW!!!" which i'm sure that the boyfriend does not mind this...and well, nor do i...except that like...i kinda do mind. it's like even after i get off i still want more. somebody please explain this to me. thank

after the movie when we were at home cuddling before bed i kept on running my nails across doug's back and just fussing over him in general, and he said it felt really good and it made me feel good to make him feel good because it makes me happy to make him happy. he makes me happy. everything is just perfect. he is the perfect boyfriend. my ( Read more... )

the flowers were in a VASE, so now i can put future flowers into things.
he's so sweet. and i'm not going to say that i don't deserve it, because i do, and he deserves
a wonderful loving doting girlfriend, and i'm doing just that. fuck being insecure. he loves me
and it'd be completely impossible to deny that fact- so i won't. we're eachothers

last nite he brought me flowers for absolutely no reason besides the fact that i am his girlfriend and he loves me i suppose ( Read more... )

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tonite i saw Dickie. Brynna was there too! blast from the past! she seems to be in a much better place now. so i'm happy for her. but the WONDERFUL news is that Dickie is ENGAGED! her name is Jody. she was there tonite too. he said that he perposed to her this morning on the ferris wheel. HOW ROMANTIC IS THAT?!??! i REALLY like this girl ( Read more... )

last nite was Desi's birthday. she is one of the nail techs at my job. she was having a dinner at Marche, this fancy French restaurant not too far from my place. She said that i could bring Doug with me. so i did. it was quite nice. The food was yummy. the martini's strong. and i got to show off my boyfriend. and Desi looked HOT, her dress ( Read more... )

sexslAva: boo u should be doug
sexslAva: cos u have a butt chin
sexslAva: and i love you
sexslAva: lol
AK4114vrck: haha
AK4114vrck: ill wear a bears jersey
sexslAva: HA HA HA

he's not stuck with me b/c he is free to love me as much as he wants to.

<3