Well i finally got the guts to do it im back at home and it sucks but ill be strong. this might work out to be better maybe you'll finally realize with me gone that im the one.. or maybe you'll realize im just a friend. either way this is for the best.

Drinking sucks and i Suck........... goooodnight to all !

Don't you hate when you feel like you just want to roll over and die. This sucks I'm by myself your out with the kids with him and i'm drinking so i can sleep. i haven't slept well in 5 days count them 5. Some know that since I write them late night text saying im coming over just to see if anyone cares for me. I'm pathetic your beautiful and ( Read more... )

It's better for me to stay here until you find someone to replace me with. We still kiss, cuddle, and hug but nothing like before but that litttle bit and you say "yes iwant to kiss you and more but i can't for we are not going out" makes me sad but happier that you actually still have feelings for you. i found out how i messed this relationship up ( Read more... )

I'm just going to have to accept it and hope she see's the light after dating others and comes back to me. I will make everything work again i will be better then I was and you can be my princess and be treated like one. We wont argue anymore, I'll have more money, I'll be more spontaneous, we will go on more road trips, we can go to Canada and to ( Read more... )

I'm not going to lie but this is the worst feeling i have felt since seeing my aunt in her coffin. Seeing you so happy flirting with boys hurts me. We just broke up and what you said "take a break" oh well good things never last and the best things always die. So i guess i just have to live in sorrow and hope for better days.. atleast we are still ( Read more... )

Im going to go pick her up RIGHT NOW ohh man i can't wait!!!!! =-]

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