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Monday October 5th, 2009
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Equations and summations
Wake up, woke up. Need to attach metal to my soles and plug my pores with water.. Stretching fibers in the heat of inner cores. Zeroing in on the landing zone. Will overcome written literalism when the time arises. Gunna not be so afraid of love, but practically I have to keep hiding it ( Read more... ) -
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I'm making love to a man I've been asking the Universe to put into shape, and within days I'm reverting to my old
tendencies of delusional defense: I become a mute, both towards him and myself.
However, if I at least tell myself I'll try not to do this, I think he might just be a patient enough man to see it all flow.
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Big Band
Was present for a Trinidadian funeral complete with steel drums and congos in the model home themed chapel.
Stood to face the fence of tall varied trees under the thick blue sky and I watched the hawks fly above while reciting The Lord's Prayer
Felt my eyes drown without blinking while watching great grand kids hug his casket goodbye on the graveside
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The Age of Sanity is the wise balance of Reason and Faith.
So many things are easily manageable if patience and tact are implemented more. People being so impatient and convenience oriented today is not the surprising thing. It's that so many of us continue to ignore this problem. I'm waking up and I won't keep myself behind in all this pointlessness.
The only reason I'm afraid of answering my own ( Read more... ) -
From two months ago in a windowless, but hearty place.
Hacky sack is a sport for the soul.
The first time I ever kicked at a hacky sack was Christmas eve 2005. The night after my first holiday fest with a rhombus of animals stuck inside of human shapes. Sitting on the wide seat of the low back couch on Selkirk. I felt ashamed for causing any grief for Melissa, but held fast because I did not ( Read more... ) -
National Bathe
Next month Parliment is coming to play and it's at the phoenix nonetheless. The fact that I get to see them in a an abundantly non stadium setting is superb. The only stadium show i've ever attended were the two white stripes shows - and other then them (because it's next to impossible to ever see them play anything else in my parts) i refuse to ( Read more... ) -
This I need to note.
I can't believe I am only know taking time to leisurely study death in the biological capacity. I could have saved myself from so many bouts of boredom I almost want to punish myself. However those bouts of boredom were punishment enough ( Read more... ) -
I fold your toilet paper and kleenex
My biggest wish is to belong to a ginormous family.
Even if it's not forever. but it is one of the most beautiful sights i could ever hope to see.
and it often brings tears to my eyes - both of happiness and longing.
tomorrow marks two weeks of the new job. 50 to go. i love it, i fucking hate it, i think when i'm older this may just be what i'm ( Read more... )
