So I'm on this kick about working out...I know...I know...New Year's resolution number 1,000,000,000 for everyone. BUT, I'm really trying and hoping it will improve my mood. The sad part is, I'm sitting with an ice bag on my right shoulder and one on my left achilles cause I hurt! LOL What irony! Ah well...no pain no gain right ( Read more... )

So I've been on this kick about the sacrifices we make for other people in life, and well....I guess I'm just a free spirit whose not willing to give her entire life up for someone else's sake all the time. Now, don't get me wrong,I don't mind sacrificing, but it shouldn't be just all one way all the time. It shouldn't just revolve around one ( Read more... )

So this week was the first performance week for the company and I luckily found my self having to be at every show to do...well not much. I did run sound for the school show which basically consisted of playing and pausing a Cd player, and I moved a bench offstage for the Cinderella scene whoo-hoo! Otherwise I just spent many hours this week at the ( Read more... )

Well today started off right in that my favorite oldies song played on the radio on the way to work. It's silly how much I love the oldies, but I guess you have to live somewhere like South Florida where all the retired people are to get a true, all the time, oldies station ( Read more... )

Ok so I took that personality defect test and here's me ( Read more... )

Ok, so I am a slacker. I want to TRY to write in here....but I'm such a terrible slacker! So I'm in Fort Wayne starting my new teaching/admin job with Fort Wayne Ballet and my dad is here visiting. We went to breakfast today at IHOP and in walks in all these tall girls I'm assuming are a basketball or volleyball team because they are all wearing ( Read more... )

This may sound a little strange, but do you ever touch your own skin - like your arm, or your face and try to imagine what it would feel like to another person? I'm not even trying to be overtly sexual, but sometimes when you touch your own skin it doesn't quite feel like you? I dunno, I guess I find it very relaxing sometimes. When I was a child, ( Read more... )

Ahh yes Valentine's Day....Well guess what - who cares?! I hope that everyone got the flowers and dinners and chocolates they were all hoping for though....but I had a conversation the other night that really clinched my thoughts on this holiday. ( I will explain further in ( Read more... )

Ok, so though I'm a night owl, I suddenly keep waking up early and having to do stuff and then falling back asleep for an hour or less. I'm having sooo many dreams lately. Last night, I had a dream that I was arguing with Grant over taping TV shows. I was dreaming that I wanted to go to sleep, but he was up reading, and I told him to go in the ( Read more... )

I watched Eternal Sunshine for the Spotless Mind yesterday. What a trip! I love that line from Kate Winslet that says something like "I'm just a f*cked up girl searching for my own reality". How true ( Read more... )