what the hell am i doing?

i come home tuesday ( Read more... )

you there ( Read more... )

so, i'm pretty sure i know what i am doing with my life after
i'm finished with college at baylor.
i'm going to open up my own venue.
it's going to be a lot of work, but well worth it.
and it's kind of nice to have something to work towards.

p.s. i watched disturbia tonight.
       it was so good.

some people really get my under my skin,
especially half- hearted/fair weathered friends,
and it makes me more pissed that i let them.
question-- what is the definition of a good friend?

but on another note--

every time the weather starts changing
so does everything in my life.
in a couple months i think i might regret saying this,
but i'm kind of tired of ( Read more... )

dear andy hull,

can i have your babies?

love,
adair

i'm tired
of a lot of things.

later.

i think my hard heart has been melted.

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i've decided i don't like cold weather very much.
my room has no heat at all,
so, i'm continually under blankets-- not that that is bad,
but it's the getting up that is.

i'm going to go look at houses today.
i'm so excited.
my first, real place on my own.
despite the fact that five other girls will share it with me.
seriously, it makes me really happy ( Read more... )

how do you let go of things
that you have been trying and trying to get rid of
but they won't go away
despite all of you efforts to move on and forget?
it's seriously driving me nuts.
i've tried absolutely everything.
i've been praying for it to go away for a really long time.
yeah, absolutely nothing.
still there, almost haunting and/ or taunting me.
i ( Read more... )