well...after packign up all my shit...taking the trash from my room out and smokin' a lil bit with serial...i come into the house...and my mom is screaming...she has a blood clot in her leg...she's in the hospital...i dunno when she's getting out...or what exactly is wrong with her yet...im just stressin...i havent been to work in 4 days...i didnt ( Read more... )

im taking a break from packing...its kind of depressing and exciting to pack...like its nuts to take a look around my room...have my walls be bare...and all of my cd's condenced in two cases...and to have found so many old memories...and to have to throw away so many more...look at all the dust collected in my room...have my cat react to the ( Read more... )

its been like an up escalater lately...i got my first tattoo...its a microchip with 216 in the middle of it...its on the side of my neck...and once my scab goes away you'll only be able to see it in black light...thats fucking sweet...and sunday i realised that it never helps to be angry about anything...and that everything deserves a closer look ( Read more... )

Flogging Molly is on friday...i cant wait...im so excited for this show...its gonna be a blast...i mean even though this will be the 14th time ive seen them...it just keeps getting better and better...work is okay...mark and i are trying to get our manager to get us in on a fixed schedule...which would be nice...we're pretty damn close to finding ( Read more... )

i miss back in the day...i miss when everything was right...i miss when i had something to look forward to when i woke up...i miss waking up and not having to be at work in an hour...i miss spending the night...i miss "hey what are you doing today?"...and my response being "nothing, wanna kick it?"...i miss the swing...i miss the dynamic duo aka ( Read more... )

wow...who would ahve thought that some one i once called friend...and shared a shit load of memories with is now one of the most shady pieces of shit i know...oh well...fuck him...let him fuck himself over...waste of time ( Read more... )

its amazing how little things can change everything...whether its just looking at some one...a certain look...a smile..a hug...a laugh...or a song can make things just a little better...i got to see that smile...and that laugh that ive been missing...and one song that makes sense right now...not just with this...but with everything...i had a pretty ( Read more... )

going to the bar is officially over with...it was nice while it lasted...but hey...mango's is comming up...and mango's is way better than being drunk...making mistakes...getting into fights...and destroying your liver and friendships...but im actually glad its over now...i mean it was getting out of control...so now comes being sober...and im glad ( Read more... )

i havent really gotten to see serial that much lately...it bugs me...i mean with the shit thats going down with her and mark...it sucks...and i hope everything turns out fine whether they stay together or break up...but i mean i miss her...and i hate seeing her sad...cause pretty much if she's sad...then i hurts me as well...i just hope she knows ( Read more... )

alright...its 11:06 in the am...i just worked 12 hours...and im still awake...im at joes...his rents are gone for a week...so i think im staying away from my house for a little while...thank god...i love this goofy fuck...im sitting here...typing...not thinking...i dunno how many games of 10's and 2's we played....nevermind about fuck 10's and 2's ( Read more... )