winter...the most horrible time of the year...no one is ever really in a good mood...there isnt much to do...its too damn cold...people stop hanging out...people have school...work...or are just too busy for the world...ryan and i have split...we both didnt seem to have too much of an interest the second time around...and plus i was the one that ( Read more... )

well...what an interesting week...find out im getting more money at work...that i have awesome friends...and i get cheated on...fantastic...this seriously broke me...i mean i thought that this girl was different from the rest...turns out nice guys do get fucked over after all...i mean shit happens...but that was just like...damn...well at least she ( Read more... )

fuck going anywhere...i dont even want to go outside and smoke a cig...its too damn cold...and im starting to get worried...well im off...ive got movies to watch and sleep to catch up on

stay peaceful

love always,
adam j.

went to skoot-torious's house tonight with the Dr. and serial...played spades...10 & 2's...fuck 10 &2's...spades is better...do-da and bowie came over...ive got the next 2 days almost completely planned out...tomorrow...temps...and registering for school...and then hopefully seeing the little lady tomorrow...maybe 90's night...doubt it though...and ( Read more... )

im sitting at kellys house...im fucking bored...its just me and bowie downtstairs...eeryone is asleep...and after about 19 games of rummy...a few bowls worth...and a few beers worth...im ready for my bed...or Ryans bed with her...the second one is the one im wishing for...im tired of work...tired of stress...and tired of just being a bumb...and ( Read more... )

dont mind the subject...it was just the last lyrics on this alkaline trio mix...well tonight was cool...saw Waiting with Serial...Nikki...and Jeff...the movie was funny as hell...highly recomended for everyone...after that we went to Applebee's...then i came home smoked a cig with Maggie(Serial) and then came inside called Ryan...she was still at ( Read more... )

wow...been a long fucking while since i typed in this piece...well...things have been sooo much better dating a new girl named Ryan...she is amazing...ah my lil Q...i love her...lol...im working like crazy but its all good...working on the whole car thing...ive just been happy...start school in january...sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet...lakewood here ( Read more... )

welly welly kids...heres whats been shakin...im working uncontrolably...lol...and well things have taken a turn for the confusing...it turns out that im still in love with my best friend...and she is with me as well...there have been a few moments of tension both sexual and emotional between us...we went to her camper with kandie and darrin...and ( Read more... )

well well...ive made a left at Ok Dr....and now made a sharp right at Fuckedup Ave....to quote Harvey Danger- "My finger tips like memory i cant forget the curves of your body"...this may sound a little wrong but when i kiss her i think of some one else and yet expect that same kiss...when i see her number on the caller ID im expecting a different ( Read more... )

We got inches away, and I never even got close ( Read more... )