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Oct 14, 2004 07:56

All my efforts seem to have been wasted. Do I give up, or do I keep trying and hurting myself more in the process?

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parker October 14 2004, 05:14:05 UTC
Maybe now isn't the right time? I've learned that if he wants anything, he doesn't want it too easily handed to him unless you arrive on his doorstep with fuck me eyes.

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adam_garcia October 14 2004, 05:20:51 UTC
I just wanted him to consider it at least.

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parker October 14 2004, 05:24:17 UTC
I know you do, but you should never hurt yourself in any way over someone else. If this is taking too big of a toll on you, he's not worth it. Hope is a good thing, false hope is foolish and painful. Only you can decide which version it is, darlin.

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callum_blue October 14 2004, 05:39:47 UTC
If you've been hurt it's your own fault, you realise? It doesn't add up.. that you'd walk out of someone's life only to come back once they're in a new relationship, expecting everything to be as it was before. From what I've seen, he wants to be your friend. If you're genuinely after advice, I'd say accept what you're given and don't think of it as nothing just because it's not the exact thing you want.

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adam_garcia October 14 2004, 05:43:56 UTC
I didn't expect everything to be as it was. But I expected to at least be given a chance to prove myself. It would have been nice for us to actually talk first.

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j_law October 14 2004, 05:54:04 UTC
If you respect me, you should respect my choices. We have talked, I don't know what this crap is you're trying to sell. I also haven't given you false hope. I would like to be your friend, it's what I've been trying to be. But you won't let me. Nothing is good enough for you unless it's done completely your way.

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adam_garcia October 14 2004, 08:08:26 UTC
I'd rather have your friendship than nothing else.

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s_johansson October 14 2004, 09:20:35 UTC
We've been friends a long time, and just remember that if you need anyone to cry with... Call me. I think something like this has happened before in your life and I was there for it.

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adam_garcia October 14 2004, 13:00:55 UTC
Yes, I talked to you in a total drunken stupor. :-*

You are really wonderful, honey. Where are you at the moment? I may need someone to drag along to a couple of premiere-like things in the States and you're my number one choice.

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