someone wake me up, i haven't moved much further than before.
someone make me up, tell me i'm better and you love me more.
lie to me if you have to, but don't let me carry on like this.
my heart isn't empty, but my head is an abyss.
i've been searching for my footing, trying to place my self in life.
fuck.

I'd hold you like you were a dream and dream of you like I was holding you, if I knew I hadn't let go ( Read more... )

fa la la la la la la la la, I'm here and thinking blowing and drinking and smoking and thinking, it's no time, rewind, I hold control, can't show it, just taste, on my tongue, pabst and rum, for the end is near, but the nights just begun!

So, Ben stiller is the guest speaker at school on tuesday, I want to dress up as starsky sit in the front row and yell at him to do the magnum, but I'll probally just sneak in me dv cam, since no cameras are allowed. I was talking to the hot dog vendor outside of school, when Owen Wilson walked by, apparently he's a common face. The hot dog vendor ( Read more... )

well, I have class in about 2 secounds, so this will be short. The classes are a blast, yes seriously, the city is wow! The girls are wow and I'm not in florida

Just because I have two shoulders doesn't mean they're free for you to cry on. I have tears too, but I keep them inside so I can edit the rough draft and defend my flaws when I give them to you. I'm not a begger, but I'll take your change, change myself for you, but it's not me, you want me, not that, not this ( Read more... )

Just because I have two shoulders, doesn't mean you are free to cry on them. I have my own tears which I keep inside and edit the rough draft so I can defend my flaws when I hand you the finished version. I don't like to worry, but my imperfections show me the truth in time to come. I never think what I thought, I just know it's right, but with the ( Read more... )

Well , I can tell who has power back and who doesn't, either that or there's a large boycott of LJ, supported by shockingly Chad and Chris ( Read more... )

I miss intelligent conversation, not intelligent people in particular, I just miss the times that are: #1 accompanied by a great cd and #2 a little bit of reefer and lastly #3 free flowing thoughts that invoke or conflict with the thoughts and opinions of others with the only purpose being curiosity or conversation, but in turn, turn into ( Read more... )

I feel like this hurricane is the wrath of god, like we should all be building an ark instead of boarding up our homes. I'm feeling punished for my sins and my actions that I'm just now thinking about ( Read more... )