Scary Republican Bills that are being pushed through ( Read more... )

The pure act of missing that last rope, that last stretch....unbearable ( Read more... )

Aristides' Return to Haiti --friday ( Read more... )

How do you feel happy in your heart ( Read more... )

I sent out a mass christmas text...Tyler sent back: we have to have a big talk when i get back. not happy, son. Merry xmas....I don't even know what that means. Apparently Cecil says I've been telling Tyler lies about her. I think maybe it is pertaining to that? I have no idea but it makes me so nauseous ( Read more... )

Talked with Cecil earlier this afternoon and got crushed...She wants to talk...I don't know what to say to her or how talking will ever fix all of these things...We have tried "to talk" so many times and the end results have been nothing constructive. But we can't hang out until we talk and so I am not going to see her again for a while til I ( Read more... )

things are going well...hangin w/ karla and nikki...cut back pretty hardcore on the alcohol..only drinkin on the weekends...this week will be my 33rd shot...its gettin close to a year, 10 months or so I think...school is winding down and only like a week or so left...im staying out here in santa fe for the summer and maybe spending a week at home ( Read more... )

Things are still going well. Hanging with Alicia, Gabe left for Hampshire. Trying to read as much as I can, but I've been ADD about it...so I haven't gotten as far as I would like. Been sleeping better the last few days-nights. Talked to Nikki for like an hr last night, shez doing good...I miss my lil buddy a lot, I wish it wasn't still so long ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm returning to the high school mentality of the asshole, except this time there is alcohol involved--which is a dangerous combo. So I guess I am gonna be cutting way back...smoking more...drinking less...I know I've said this before...but its gone way to far ( Read more... )

I have three hairs under my lip, and almost getting a mustache :) my body is gettin hairier and hairier...and i really need to start going to the gym and working out...i should probly go after maps class cuz im up and then id go 3x a wk...