So I'm about to have a nervous breakdown. It's 8:15pm on a Friday night and I am not content with sitting at home watching law & order SVU. Ok maybe if it was a new episode but that's besides the point.

I want to be out having fun meeting new fucking people. Why is this not happening.

GAHHH.

This month has been going really well. I started hanging out with Jeff. And it's been pretty awesome. But of course when things are going fine, I have to complicate shit ( Read more... )

Spending a month in Europe is so worth the long plane/bus travel.

I had a blast.

P.S. I'm home now.

So basically I love Germany. The town, the people, the parties.

Pictures coming soon.

I hate knowing that I'm doing something

subconsciously that disables me from having

close friends.

It's a puzzle that I've been trying

to put together for years.

I hate being so alienated.

So funny thing happened to me while I was at work.

This man comes up to me and asks me if I know where the

bathroom is. I kindly walk him over to where it is.

So we get there and hes like "Thanks". Then he says,

"It's so nice to see beautiful black women".

And it shocked me, and I was just like "Thank You!".

So unexpected. Ha!

Volunteering for Whole Earths Festival was such a great idea
and I'm glad Rosie suggested it. Already for the work/manual labor I put in
today, has been recognized and I have been selected to go to
a "special" camping trip with other staff for my exceptionally
hard work. Life is awesome.

The next four days should be GREAT!

I'm really ecstatic. I got the job at Borders!

Thinks are totally looking up.

But I miss Jenny!

So I'm feeling pretty crumy about my interview ( Read more... )

I'm crushing so hard on this German

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