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My Lover Originally I wrote this January 13,2013, didn't show it to anyone.
I am in love with a fantasy that I can not see ( Read more... ) -
Tiny house plan
I'm making a one year goal to have the money to make my own tiny house.
So goals
Get a job.
Down size even more.
Bring monthly bills down.
*Save money* biggest challenge.
Tiny House
Learn how to build.
Wire
Decide on size
Style
and where to put it.
Allow yourself to dream of a better life every day. -
Tiny House
So i've been out of work since my birthday, the lost of job was emotionally devastating and has been taking its toll on me. Apt is in pretty good shape, I'm cleaning out the closet yeah I know again. I've cut my expenses to bare min. Well no I haven't I need to adjust car insurance, I'm pretty sure with my car being a 2006 I can do some adjusting. ( Read more... ) -
Services today.
I decided I should at least try to get out of bed on my day off, which has been getting harder and harder. So I went to services at the UUChurch here in Ft Lauderdale. Having never been to service there I wasn't sure what I would find. I've been to the site before for other events, the grounds are green with a variety of areas. A small stone ( Read more... ) -
Pissed off/on
Well I just turned over my entire pay check to Florida power and light, not because my bill is due (thats next week) but because I had to change the billing name from Steve to annette. Yup they kept the deposit from that bill that I paid, and put the deposit on. They are sending HIM a check for 600 dollars. And I have to pay 375 for a new deposit. ( Read more... ) -
Day dreaming
Wishing on a star seems to be paying off. Nice things have happened this week. -
Frustrated
rosie said in sleepless in seattle "you don't want to be in love you want to be in love in a movie." Not true, ok not entirely true. I want to be happy, able to succeed, and be with the person I want to be with. Do crushes count? Because they should. I'm trying to get a job in Key west and I would move there. I like small towns but ones that ( Read more... ) -
Vacation.
Took this week off of work. Had no money all week to even buy a drink, so pretty uneventful. william was sick so I watched him for a few days, we had a lot of fun. Got paid on Thursday so took him to Target to eat lunch. My finances are much worse, but I don't really see what I can do in the short term. I killed my left shoulder and back ( Read more... ) -
nothing really
I have been wanting to post for awhile, but nothing seems to want to come out. It is all hidden so far down so I post silly unimportant stuff on lj and wonder if anyone even reads it. I'm going to try and post here more and more importantly read what is happening here. I am so grateful for my on line friends. Even though I never see them. -
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I'm very depressed. But it will get better.