tony's coming in two days and i think im going to have a nervous break down ( Read more... )

i really need to call it quits on this whole relationship thingggg. cuz i sucksucksuck at it ! i need to stopppp getting drunk with boys and yeaa. its not right to do to him anymore. i never thought id be this person ( Read more... )

she said that im not the one that she thinks about and
she said it stopped being fun, i just bring her down and
i said dont let our future be destroyed by my past
she said dont let my door hit your ass.

[its times like this
its obvious.]

todays mothers day. i have four days left of high school. what the hell is going on ( Read more... )

i really actually like my new job. but i work every day. what else is new. but the people are cool and the managers are nice and the customers are patient and its really easy and im going to finally have some money. so this is a good thing ( Read more... )

i never update this anymore. i should because i always like looking back on stuff. idk everything basically has been the same. lots of important life altering decisions are coming at me and i wanna crawl under a rock. ill probably end up at quinnipiac, despite my full ride to western new england which im seeing this weekend for the first time. but ( Read more... )

so the cruise was nothing short of amazing and i wish i was still there so bad. im over school, over the cold weather, over everything here. we made so many friends and met so many different kinds of people and had the time of our livesss staying up all night in the hot tub and watching the sunrise =] id do anything to go back. me and deirdre got ( Read more... )

the worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right next to them knowing things will never be the same. someone please help me just get through this year i dont know how much more i can take.

so i'm officially on alans special diet. i really hopehope it works. breezy lost 8 pounds the past few days already and looks really good. i have 12 days till the cruise. i hope i can keep up with all these crazy amounts of pills and lack of carbs or anything relating to carbs. i think i can do it, at least for the next two weeks. ive gone on no ( Read more... )

i hateeeee the fucking snowwwww and how it fucks up everything all the time.