summers boring. i work all the time. i miss school alot. its nice seeing everyone here, but all i do is work and go to the gym and i dont really see tony as much as i thought i would cuz our schedules are so different. 4 months is way way too long to be home and im by myself too much .its such a drastic change from being around people 24/7 to ( Read more... )

so i know im virtually the only one on the planet who still updates this but i dont even care. i have 0 memory and need some type of documentation of my life before it disappears from my brain forever ( Read more... )

okay so i never update this anymore. but i still need to i think. ive had a few drinks tonight but i know whats up. i love college despite the drama and rooming next year conflicts i know that who i have def with me is enoguh to keep me sane next year. so whatever happens happens and fuck everyone else who are back stabbing heartless assholes who ( Read more... )

im in loveeeeeee <3
just when i think it cant get better it does. every time.
i cant wait to be with him every day forever and ever.

well i guess its about time for one of these ( Read more... )

i love college. so much ( Read more... )

im pretty much just gonna make it my goal to hang out with the most random people from throughout my life as often as possible with my last 3 weeks here. who knows when ill be back. next summer tony pretty much confirmed i can move in with him upstate. if not ill sleep on the couch in gregs apartment if he gets one or live with my mom and bobby or ( Read more... )

so this will be the entry where i actually update about my life because i just went back and reread entries and i like reliving things becaues i find i forget too easily ( Read more... )

just got home from south carolina. i dont even know what to say. its amazing. its perfect. ive never been in the presence of someone and like known for a stone cold fact that shit, this is it. this is the one i wanna be with. forever. this is everything ive been looking for. right here the whole time. my best friend. i dont know where life is going ( Read more... )

i never thought i could be this happy or anything this perfect could ever happen to me, or ever happened outside of movies in real life at all for that matter. this is unreal and its magic and its amazing and i fell in love with my best friend and nothing in the world is better than this.