new eljay. and i'll never tell you, or you, or youuuuuu what it issssss. ahahaha.

so this is life? and it is what you make of it..

a bloody mess.

haha.

happy birthday, kacee.

why is that so hard?

get lost and then get found, and you'll come back to me. not swallowed in the sea. you belong with me, not swallowed in the sea.

forget me.. it's what's best for you.

=/

i'd like to run away. yeah, i'll be gone someday.

transfixed on the falling water, i sat wishing i'd never been born. i found a fist-sized rock and scratched your name into the stone wall behind me. i'd never been more lonely, never been more sure of myself, either. with the sharp edge of some foreign object, i began to mutilate my hands without noticing. i looked down and there were shallow pools ( Read more... )

some things are just better left unmentioned.

pictures.

( rat )