Here's to my 100th entry - five months of depressing day to day events. Regardless - I'd still like to thank Linds for giving it to me: so thx - it means a lot.

I'm starting to get the feeling that people don't like me very much. I don't even think some of the people I call my friends like to be around me. I can only really think of three people I know listen to me when I talk. I don't know about the others. When I'm around them I feel alone, I never used to feel that. Whatever. Story of my life.

Bleh - you'd think I would be happy right now. Even with all these great things, great people around me - I can't seem to stay happy for more then a day. Maybe I'll write about it later.

I've been qustioning that question for a bit now - kinda second guess the answer, but whatever. If I'm such a friggin good friend why do some of my friends hate me?
Your the perfect friend,your tight with your
friends but not possesive.You and your best
buds can still handle being apart though you
really enjoy each others company. No matter
what ( Read more... )

Something bad is happening - I would write about it but I kinda don't want to talk about it, even to myself. Why does life suck like this? Whatever - good things don't last.

Sorry for not updateing this as much - I've just been talking to Sara a lot so the topics I usaly write about in here are kinda burned out by the time I get home. Just like today. If you want to see how I'm feeling IM me or call me or something. TTYL guys.

Life fucking sucks. Sorry if I've been hypocritical on that topic as of late - if I've attempted to cheer you up lately; I take it back, because your right. Happy New Year.

DisorderRatingParanoid:ModerateSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:Very HighDependent:Very HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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The Dante's Inferno Test has sent you to the First Level of Hell - Limbo!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)ExtremeLevel 2 (Lustful)LowLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)LowLevel 6 - The City ( Read more... )

I honestly don't have much to say today - I've thought about everything so much that I finaly burned my self out. I just feel empty right now. I guess it's better then my other resident feeling. Blah - but I'm sure that will come back soon enough.