Yes, that is what I've been feeling lately ( Read more... )

Well, a lot of things have changed over the past few days ( Read more... )

Ya lo tengo decidido ( Read more... )

I am a horrible person.

Ok, so Saturday I went clubbing. Met a guy there. Sweetest kid ever! And well, we kissed. He got my number.
I actually did not expect to hear from him because well...they usualy never call.
At least, they've never called me.
But he did, and he's called everyday since.
And we talk for hours, and he is still the sweetest kid ever. 
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I'm so weak.
Por mas que trate...no pude.

Sigueme ignorando.

I made a promise to myself ( Read more... )

So I'm 18.
Today.
And it's Ash Wednesday.

Yesterday, I saw him again. We didn't nap as planned.
But, it was still good.
Although I'm still a little frustrated, and I'm sure he was frustrated. Ha.

I wanna see him again. But I dunno when I will.
Today I'm gonna have dinner with the parents.
Friday I'm having dinner with Betty&Lindsay.
Saturday I'm going ( Read more... )

I fucked up on Saturday.
I did something I should not have.
Fuck.

On other news, I met a guy named Alex, he’s super nice and sweet.
We got a date on Sunday har har har.
And we have a lot in common.
We’re making each other CD’s. Awesome.

Um, Sam…
Well, I finally just…gave up. Ha! I can truly say I just gave up.
I mean I’m not even going to try anymore ( Read more... )

"Quiereme como yo te quiero"
Si te quisiera como tu me quieres, no llegaria ni a la cuadra de lo que siento por ti.

But I'm done. 
Seriously. I really am this time. It's come to a point where I just know it's impossible, and well, I need to move on. He obviously has. A ver si el me pasa el tip de como le hizo por que para eso soy bien inutil.

I don't ( Read more... )

So like I said, things change every single fucking day.

Hmm, yesterday was probably the worst day ever, not entirely because of him, but he has some part in it. Everything just went fucking wrong. Everything that could go wrong did. Sheesh!

I have the worst luck.

Started out in the morning, I banged my leg against the corner of my dresser, ( Read more... )