I made the same promise to myself today…again.

Only this time I will keep it.

No exceptions, no “what ifs”

This has gone too far for me to accept it without questioning:

WHY?

It’s my constant silent question. It kills me; I swallow the word, but not anymore.

You’re not completely out of me, I just want to lead myself to believe you are just so that ( Read more... )

I’m doing a project in English class on the novel “Balzac and the Little Chinese Seamstess”. I have to look up pictures and make a collage. This made me laugh. Hard.
I looked up “chinese boys” in google and got a picture of Nick Carter. OMG. My whole life I thought he was white. Who would’ve thunk it?

School has started. Barely two days, and it's already killing me ( Read more... )

You're my DESTINY

That has been stuck in my head for quite sometime now. It's not really directed to anyone, but I wish it was, as well as directed to me. I read my old entries on "M" and I can't help but wonder how I could write such things. How can I feel so sure about feelings, and months later not feel the same? It makes me wonder how real it ( Read more... )

So I’ve been back since Monday but didn’t feel like updating. It’s been boring, really really boring. Everything’s been going wrong. I sometimes wish I could go back, except it wouldn’t help out either. It’s all fucked up, really ( Read more... )

Geesh ( Read more... )

So I'm back here at this Cyber Cafe near my aunt's store where you pay 50 cents per hour to use the internet. It's a pretty good deal I suppose. So yesterday I got 2 wisdom teeth pulled out, and I still don't feel a thing. I was so damn scared since I had heard from so many people that it hurts like a mutha and that it's just the worse thing since ( Read more... )

So guess what? Yeah, I'm back. Right now I'm in a cyber cafe, which means I have more time to write in here than last time. Last entry was written at my cousin's house, Wendy, where her parents are anal (eww, gross!) about her using the freaking internet. It's crazy. They only let her use it for 30 minutes. Eh, no, not enough time for me. I like to ( Read more... )

Well I´m in El Salvador ( Read more... )

Let me start off by saying

Blue streaks= GONE

I only had them in for one day. I tried straightening my hair and the color got all light, even sort of blonde. So I was like OH HELL NO. I’ve never had those normal blonde highlights because I’ve never liked them, duh. What saddens me, sorta, is that I didn’t even take a picture. Eh. But I dyed it back ( Read more... )