h-ok so...i am tired and pissed and sad all at once... go me.. i'm an array of awesome emotions...so n e ways... cory is pissed....and....all that good stuff...and i'm sitting heer doing... nothing yay!.. i need a fucking job to get my mind off things.. yes.. i do ( Read more... )

so.. here's how it goes.. some may say different.. but .. thats cause they're fuck heads.. h-ok.. so ( Read more... )

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO SUCK SO BAD?!HOWCOME I CAN'T JUST FIND SOMEONE WHO WANTS ME .. AND TREATS ME GOOD AND LOVES ME FOR WHO I AM INSIDE NOT FOR WHAT I LOOK LIKE OR ANYTHING ELSE...WHY CAN'T ANYONE SEE ME? HOWCOME I'M SO EASY TO OVER LOOK?.... WHAT DID I EVER DO TO THE REST OF THE WORLD ( Read more... )

EVERYTHING!!!

why cant i just be happy..
why cant someone need me
why cant i be loved.....?

i hate this life...

pieces of us die everyday
as though our flesh were hell
such an injustice
as children we are told that..
from GOD we fell....

where are my angels?
where's my golden wand?
and where is my hope now that my heros have gone?

~*it's hard to hold a candle, in the cold november rain*~

Thou know'st the mask of night is on my face ( Read more... )

cory hates me and wont visit lol.. nah just kidding.. but he's a big tease and wants me to suffer... so i am suffering...lol... and trying to get him to come over lol.. ttfn

ta ta for now

minga!~

so... i am talking to Cory online.. cause no one else is on.... and .. he is being weird but .. ok...i think he is mad at me..i dunno why.. but n e ways...me and mal went to the mall today after school and it was neat.. and she got her holiday bizarre tickets.~*WOOT*~. and then.. we came home cause she was gonna be late for work.. so now i am here ( Read more... )

soi am in studay center right now...just chilling...yeah.. i was gonna do a whole end of the world tihng take off but i'mnot.. so anyways...i guess.. me and cory arent talking (my fault once again)..but yeah.. i didnt og to bed till like 1 in the mornign lastnight so i am really really tired... and it sucks... and so does study hall... it's mad- ( Read more... )

so today has gone from... really awesome to.. me wanting to die.. mmmm hmm pretty much..and cory hates me....and i hate my life.. so much hate

wheres the love y'all

~*~i dont even know~*~