so cory decided tat he wants to see how retarded i am.. so he's looking at all my old pictures on the old computer... and i am gonna throw myself out of a moving vehicle tomorrow... mm hmm pretty much is whats gonna happen... and so.. i am in LOVE.. with my vibrators.. and cory mixed together.. gee that wasn't too subtle was it.. oh well who the ( Read more... )

So, today is Halloween.. it would have been cory and i's 2 month day but he broke up with me like 8 days ago... so i am siting here wondering why.. still... well i know why i just want him back more than anyone can know. why i i have to fall in love.. i told myself i wouldn't .. but, with him i couldnt help it..i have never felt so strongly for ( Read more... )

so everyone is bugging me to update tyhis so ther.. i updated it ....woot.. i am in a bad mood.. so i'm going...bye

So now my bones are losing density and now i have to drink like 9 gallons of milk a day so i dont crack in half.....right now i am waiting for Chris to call me cause hopefully we are gonna hang tonight... i hope so.. i miss him SO MUCH!!! But i dont have that much to say today so...i'm off for now.. i have some work for the play to do...talk to you ( Read more... )

So Chris went camping tonight with "robbie and Dave" just the guys oh yeah i promise.. yeah fucking right until rachel calls and says hey wanna fuck?? i'm so sick of him lying to me he knew he was bringing her and he knew the whole time and he never tells me anything and i hate it... he never wants me to hang out with him and his friends just ( Read more... )

Yay!!! me and Chris finally get to hang out!! It's his b-day!! He's 19:-p i can't wait!! i guess we're going horse back riding or something and it's gonna rock my socks!! then we're going to OOB! i wish he had his van so i could bring my boards!!! I miss him so much! i am having a good day already:-D But i gotta go get ready cause he'll be here ( Read more... )

Sitting at mallory's right now just waking up.. Chris was supposed to call me "as soon" as he got home from saco yesterday but he didnt cause his dad was late getting out of work.. so i hung with mal and then kirk came over and i talked to nick a lil so it was cool...we(me and chris) might be hanging out a little bit later so yay! and were hanging ( Read more... )

so today is ok i guess..... but i miss Chris so much and he like doesnt even care......:(..oh well i guess you cant have it all.. i hung out with nick dan and kala this weekend and it was cool but i really dont think i like nick like he does me.. i love chri so much still...i just wish he would actually make a commitment to me and realize that i ( Read more... )

Mallory's cat rocks the casba! And he is fat and orange!! yup.. ill write again later
bye!

So, anyways... Chris just brought me home.. and we STILL didnt get to hang out yesterday! Grrr i am so mad.. but we are definetly hanging out on the 29th :-D and were going to funtown :) cause it's the day b4 his birthday.. yay!!! 19!! lol.. so it will be fun.. and im soooo special he even made plans with me.lol. So i found out today that dylan ( Read more... )