To Be or Not To Be; That's the Question
HOLA! I'm finally back from the innermost circle of hell~
If you want to know how I've been (and also why I have those as the subject), go ahead and click down here!
( Rants over here~ )
If you want to know how I've been (and also why I have those as the subject), go ahead and click down here!
( Rants over here~ )
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I'm really sorry for taking so long to reply!
While there is a problem in my college life as mentioned before, I realized that the real problem is in myself instead. Somewhere along the way, I feel pressured on writing a good fic that I kind of stopped enjoying it. That's the real reason, I guess, and the fear of being found out is only adding to the weight. Took me lots of time to realize it, seriously XD
But now that I've been away from it for a looong time, I can't help but missing it, you know? The feeling of typing for hours in front of laptop, creating and imagining your own version of story, the fangirling that come with it... I'm really missing it.
I can't promise that I'll write as much as I do before, but I do promise that I'll drop by sometimes with a fic or two!
Thanks a lot for your support dear! <3
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Congratulation on getting together with your bf <3
Well I'll be sad if you stop writing or even delete this journal because all those precious fics you've written would be gone too (I'm still waiting for that Juntoshi series update but if you can't update anymore... -_-)
Actually, you could continue keeping your LJ a secret (just treat it like a guilty pleasure, a place you can run to if you're stressed out of you rl stuff) Sometimes we can have a secret or two. For instance, nobody in my rl knows about my page and I intend to keep it that way.
But anyway, the decision is yours alone. You know what's best for you.
Stay well!
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After a long while, I realized that the main problem is that I'm getting pressured on producing a good fics that I can't enjoy it anymore. That, and also the fact that i'm afraid that i'd be found out only added to the pressure (took me long enough to realize though LOL).
But you're right! Actually, I feel like I'm going to keep this LJ this way, as my sweet sweet escape. I can't promise that I'll write as much as I do before, but I'll drop by with a fic or so once in awhile. They're too precious for me to let go, and sometimes I'm missing posting fics too after all!
Thank you for your support dear! <3
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I know how hard it can be. Don't be too stressed out.
And good luck to your love life too♡♡
I'll be really sad if you delete your LJ but it's your choice. You are one of my fav juntoshi writer. But... just my opinion, you should keep this LJ and this can be a place where you can retreat and forget all your problem in rl. You can also rant/complain/badmouth anyone because no one in rl will know it. ^^
I keep a lot of things from my mom and my friends.. sometimes we don't have to tell them everything.
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Actually, after thinking for a looong while, I'm thinking on keeping this LJ this way! I mean, I can't promise that I'll write as much as I do, but at the very least I'll drop by and write a fics or two once in a while. They're too precious for me to let go, so I'll keep them as my sweet escape!
And you're right, we don't have to tell them everything. And if he did find out about this LJ one day... he'll just have to deal with it LOL.
Thanks for your support! <3
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