So I guess we will start with the people I miss and lead up to what is going on...


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This is for Kyle and other people that care about speech and Congress trying to impede it.
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and this one

How can I sit and watch what I hate, I shouldn't it wouldbe better for me to leave. I am so fucking angry right now. It is pretty awesome, the adrenline is flowing like blood. There isn't any real way to feel better about this, I have converge playing as loud as it can, and this journal usually comes my angers and fears. I can't be around some ( Read more... )

Fuck that temporary smile, it wasn't real. I now realize what it was. I was trying to forget what I hate and what I love. I know what I hate. Aimee, and other girls. I hate you. Don't talk to me. Don't acknowledge my existance, its easier for me to live that way. I am an angry alcoholic. Fuck you.

The only time I ever ponder life is in the shower. I don't really have a reasoning for it, its the only time I have to ponder. I am sad. Thats basically it. Its a short run sad curve. But regardless its a depressed short curve. I am fin. You're a tassel. Get some flubber. I am afraid of talking to women. I really am. I won't if I don't have to. I ( Read more... )

Weird that another valentine goes by where I am alone. I am used to it, I was pretty close with slw last year. I don't think it's even that I want a "girl friend" or to "date" someone. Just the feeling of being saught after would be enough. Not that I am not content with how things are now, no love life, self disgust, self boredom, self hatred, not ( Read more... )

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I am sorry to say that our good friend bobby stenson has been caught up in some legal trouble. His 4 insheer has once again got him in some doo doo. he was caught in a feild at two in the morning feeding cows slabs of steak off his groinal area. the irony is heavily layden out through this story.. bobby ironically feeding meat to something, when ( Read more... )

we always hope we are on other people's mind. "is she looking at me?", "is he looking at me?", "did I just get the wink and the gun??" I could be completely wrong, but for me I wonder what people think. I hate the thought of it. I don't want people looking at me, but I don't want to be looking at them hoping we will make eye contact then it doesn't ( Read more... )