gah I haven't updated this thing in a while sooooooo here. I updated. I also want to say that I have a new layout. One of the greatest movies ever! Requiem for a Dream!!!! If anyone can make me either a fight club or and Edward norton based one that would be lovely. Because I love edward norton!! haha ok well bye. oh yeah new pix in my profile ( Read more... )

and we were so pleased to think that we actually finshed the video around 3 11 but due to faulty fucking audio and very jumpy scenes we are still in editing. This is crazy and I can't think straight anymore.

A lot of photography ideas that I want to put into action so if anyone wants to help me with that then please tell me cause I need a lot of people for this... But I'll of course need to get the proper equiptment for it...so it'll take about a couple months....

was seeing my grandfather on the tv because we were watching this old movie of me as a newborn infant.....my grandfather was the first to hold me. it was great to hear his voice again.....and another good part of my day was watching harry potter and the sorcerers stone and also finding out who my real friends are.

who am i kidding....you kids never read this shit.

Just an update to whatever.  I went to walmart and I saw the homeless guy rolling a joint......haha.....onto other things....I will do people's hair extensions if they want me to to make some extra money and I also am starting the clothing line up again this time I'll go through with it...it's gonna have jewelry too. Caitlin and I are doing the In- ( Read more... )

it makes me feel good that i can buy designer labels without having to worry about money....kinda weird but really cool

it hurts me that i know that about everyone that is my "friend" will most likely forget about me and not care about me when they leave school.  I only know of maybe two or three people that will try to maintain contact with me. Lindsay and I are probably gonna be in the same city for most part and we're gonna be living together when we both movie ( Read more... )

Haven't posted one of these in a while....mostly because when I do no one even talkes to me on this thing.....  but anywaysi decided to post one just because im having a wonderful week..... School has been good... I have nothing to complain about for once...hahaha....Mr. Z's class is amazing and too funny for words....Mr. Maye's class is so much ( Read more... )

Cancer

Turn away
If you could get me a drink
Of water cause my lips are chapped and faded
Call my aunt for me
Help me gather all my things
And bury me
In all my favorite colors,
My sisters and my brothers, still,
I will not kiss you,

Cause the hardest part of this,
Is leaving you.

Now turn away,
Cause I'm awful just to see
Cause all my hair's ( Read more... )