i almost forgot i had a livejournal until today.

I am pregnant and in love with my childs father and he doesnt love me back.

im terrified and i feel alone but i know im not.

so so strange.

ME... Pregnant.
wow.

again its been awhile ( Read more... )

i went home and had alot of fun ( Read more... )

so lateley there has been so so much on my mind. i will be in the most random spot and i will think of something and think of how i should write it down and than i get home and cant remember what i was thinking about writing ( Read more... )

i live with john now ( Read more... )

lets seee ( Read more... )

its been one whole month since i updated ( Read more... )

work is boring.
at least im making good money.
i miss God.
im going to church tomorrow.
seans gonna be here today
im super pumped.

jordans cool.
things are cool.
weird.
stressful.
sometimes not worth it.
sometimes it is.
whatever.

im letting things happen

one .
two .
begin again.
im beginning again.
better this time.

anyways;
i drank a few times latley and i was really sick the next day.
and last night i was really paniky and i hated it.
not drinking for a while.

my lip is pierced.
i kiss a boy now.
its good.
hes good.
im very happy.

last night i was watching tv and i dont really like to watch tv, and i saw this quote ( Read more... )