I'm not me anymore.

when i say i've missed you, even though you've been there

it's because i'm not there.

find me.

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I'm so...
sad.

i'm bursting to finally tell you, all of you, something...

but i can't find it in me to finally let it out.

and i'm so sad that

i may never get the chance to tell you

i love you.

cause there's you and me
and all other people
and i don't know why
i can't keep my eyes off of you.

happy 8 month anni baby.
here's to 8 more.

i've been crying.

no, don't tell.

someday, everything will be all right.

sometimes i want to only be pretty in your eyes. I don't want others to think i'm pretty and try to win me over. I don't want others to think they can. They are wasting their time ( Read more... )

dammit.

god

damn

it

straight

to

hell.

i've been the victim of insanity.

i need to get away from this place. Away from high school. away from the drama of it all.

Four of Swords (Truce): A time of tranquility and intellectual repose in the midst of a great struggle. A temporary retreat from stress to regather inner strength, reaffirm convictions, reorganize thoughts, and formulate a new plan. The need for vigilance in a moment of calm. May suggest a withdrawal from the material world to find spiritual

i think this might be it.

i don't think he's not happy anymore...

i should of, i could of, i would of,...

this is my fault isn't it?