will you hold me?
just shut up and hold me.

i love you.

i love you so much xander.

I miss you.

i just wanted to hear your voice.

I'm sorry if i interupted your life.

forgive the silly girl who's in love with you.

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bah humbug

they say, Scent is the most powerful trigger to a memory. It must be. I caught a wiff of something and a flood of emotions came all running back until i missed alex so much i wanted to go find him (altho i knew where he was).

It was weird.

time to sleep.

good night.

Being cared for by him, being held by him. feeling his touch when everything around me is exciting and over stimulated...

being his. Having him be there for me. Holding me.

He's why i believe in love.

He's why i'm in love

watching alex do his job and seeing how...involved it is, for lack of a better term, really gave me insight into why he's so stressed out all the time.

i don't think i'm going to geek out on him as much anymore. I understand why he's stretched so thin.

i kinda feel bad for geeking out on him before....

Why do i put up with it? Because i would expect him to do the same if it were me. I would expect him to understand. Does it piss me off? sure as hell it does. Does it make me feel like less of a person? you betcha ( Read more... )

I could really use your touch tonight.

really really could use it...

i mean...really.

*Frustrated groan*