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poem
Having to look at you every day
working side by side
Feelings for others have grown
is that why this is happening?
What is He doing?
How is this part of His plan?
So many hurtful things to say
biting my tongue because I’m still your best friend
Thinking I’d treat you differently
did you ever really know me?
Knew for a week
still let our anniversary pass
Gave ( Read more... ) -
insomnia?
i can't sleep. it's 3 am and i can't sleep. i haven't had this happen in a long time.
at least i don't have to tutor tomorrow at 9am. now i can sleep in til 11 or 11:30 since class isn't until noon.
maybe a little blogging will help me get sleepy...or pass the time so i'm not so bored. p.s. early morning tv sucks.
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i don't know what to do. how do you honor your father and your mother when doing so might go against what god is calling you to do?
i found out about an amazing opportunity called teach for america. looking into it more i think i'm being called to enroll in this organization. it's teaching in areas where there is a hige gap in where kids are and ( Read more... ) -
something a little different
I miss john. I feel selfish sometimes when I want to kidnap him to gv. Sometimes I can’t stop thinking of him. In math on Friday I got bored and spelled JD in the manipulative connector blocks. I even put the crossbar on the j like he likes. Sometimes I feel like I should do better in school and everything for him. He’s such an amazing man. ( Read more... ) -
yay me!
look at me eating breakfast in the morning, and not just a granola bar. yogurt and nutella'd hamburger bun! [i don't buy a loaf of bread anymore b/c they mold b4 i get a chance to use them.
now i just wonder if i can come up with some cool characters for my journal or if i could steal
brassknight86's characters . . .
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i don't get it. i have tears in my eyes and i'm like crying and made at him but i don't know y or what for. i guess i'm mad that he didn't hear it in my voice or in what i was saying. but i can't hold him accountable for the fact that i didn't say anything. that's not fair to him. i don't know what to do. he brought up stuff about my family ( Read more... )
