my brother got married in october. he moved around the corner from us with his new wife. i'm off school this week. he and i were supposed to go out to lunch. i was looking forward to it. i miss him. i was excited. i wanted to talk to him about our parents, they've been fighting a lot lately and i just wanted him to listen. i called him this ( Read more... )

geez with the way my parents are on my back you'd think i was some criminal child not a kid who has hardly ever had any major mess-ups. i mean come on! i went to take jame home after SSCC on saturday and called my parents to tell them that i would be a few minutes late since jamie's ride was a no-show. my dad said "ok" like it was no problem but ( Read more... )

it could be both i guess. i mean i only forget the afternoon. i don't like having to depend on them. i'm so independant normally, doing things on my own, solving things my own way, etc., that this is really hard for me. i mean when i was at camp it was easy enough i just took it before free time, it was on a schedule. now it still would be i ( Read more... )

geez it's been a long while since i wrote in this, maybe that could explain the onrush of bad everyday life. i have a new friend who is on live journal (hi adam), it's a good way to keep in touch. we just had a football game tonight and i helped the trainer, chris, out. we lost (as usual), but i did see ms. g. that made me feel a little bit ( Read more... )

yesterday at 9:30 started day 1 of a new way of life for me and tis morning started day 2. i never wanted my life to come to this but i think i have finally realized the depth of my life and maybe now i can start to figure out what god wants me to do with my life. i know he's trying to tell me i jsut don't know if what i'm hearing is him or my ( Read more... )

well i leave for vaction (again!) tomorrow. it should be awesome getting to see the guys again and doing all of the stuff we do up there including making a movie which yours truly will be in. i'm all packed except for my backpack but i always do that the day we leave anyway. my friend and i are going to rent a movie (probably save the last dance ( Read more... )

well i am officially home from camp for good (this summer anyway) we have sae jong coming up tomorrow and the international staff is gonna stay to run the dishwasher and all that speaking ofd which i ahd to do dishes every stinking meal thsi week it sucked majorly ( Read more... )

oh my gosh i can't believe that the summer is almost over it seems like jsut yesterday we got out of school and i was running around my house like a chicken with it's head cut off frantically trying to pack for camp.speaking of which i am currently on a slightly more than 24 hour break from the camp life (yes j/k u know i love it, i talk about it ( Read more... )

hey everyone just dropping a short entry to let y'all know i'm not dead or anything i've just been at camp and without my e-mail for a long time so i haven't been able to update anyway for those of u who were worried i'm ok aside from many bumps, bruises and cuts, plus the ever present mosquito and fly bites gotta love them bloodsucking insects. ( Read more... )

well school is finally winding down it's like monday was forever ago but we only have four more days my week of hell especially tuesday i already have four finals scheduled for tuesday and if i'm lucky i'll have all six in one day (<-- totally being sarcastic) soccer and all of my sports are now officially over we've had our soccer banquet and i ( Read more... )