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i have a turtle, his name is ninja, and he is the fucking shit!

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IM GETTING MY LIP PIERCED!

will post pics soon, i'm leaving right now :)

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im home from miami, and i dont know what to say. i thought it was going to SUCK. and it actually wasnt bad. some of it was amazing. i had a spiritual awakening. im 31 days clean and sober, and i intend to stay that way for a while. maybe not forever, but a while. but it feels fucking awesome to be back to sarasota!

this is the last entry i'll be making for a while. i leave for rehab in the morning. i'm scared as hell, but i know i need this, and am almost looking forward to it. i'm considering it a vacation from my life. detox will be a bitch, but i'll be a better person when i get out. i love my family, my friends including all of you, and most of all my ( Read more... )

i leave a week from tomorrow for rehab (june 4th) and im scared as fuck. call me a pussy but ive never had to leave everything and everyone i love, even for only 2 months. 2 months is long enough. i love my boyfriend so much. i can barely stand a day without seeing him. how the fuck am i going to handle this?

my birthday is tomorrow!!

ive decided for my protection to make this journal friends only. maybe i'm just a paranoid fuck.. but i dont like getting in trouble, so i'm going to prevent that in any way possible. thank you :)