i'm so goddamn emo ( Read more... )

Everytime we say goodbye
I die a little
Everytime we say goodbye
I wonder why a little
Why the gods above me
Who must be in the know
Think so little of me
They allow you to go

When you're near
There's such an air
Of spring about it
I can hear a lark somewhere
Begin to sing about it
There's no love song finer
But how strange the change
From major to ( Read more... )

so i found this thing on itunes that says like.. how many times youve listened to a certain song ( Read more... )

is the best mofukn song ever.. go to my myspace to listen to it.

OKAY here we go
yesterday morning cary & i went to the chapp diner for breakfast
simon showed up
went on adventures
cary went home
me adn simon drove around for like hours
went to croton to kiss nick
went home
alex from montrose my favorite cutie picked me up
shopping spree at the pali mall
for ( Read more... )

tonight we went on a date <3
cutest thing ever.

we've decided we are the cutest couple ever.
we make people want to throw up at the sight of us.
its so good <3
we just literally cannot take our hands off of each other
our lips are permanently attached
the second we go into my room we become entirely naked
its just
WE CANT HELP IT
lolz. sex is good.
so are ( Read more... )

And maybe we could talk this over
Cause I could be your best bet
Let alone your worst ex
And let alone your worst...

I wanna hate you so bad
But I can't stop this
anymore than you can

So honestly, how could you say those things
when you know they don't mean anything
And you know very well
that I can't keep my hands to myself,
hands to myself

I ( Read more... )

didnt go to school today. 
reason?
depression.

superrrr.

nick honestly just got mad at me and hung up on me
because i didtn finish a thought i started
i was about to tell him something
then i realized it was just not capable of being put into words
and then basically he bugged
and was like i cant even talk to you right now
and i was like fine
and hten he hung ( Read more... )

im emotionally drained; i really am.
im just too fucking drained.

ive decided that its somewhat sad and upsetting ( Read more... )

i told myself this would be a quickie but im alanna so it wont.. sorry ( Read more... )