stop fucking liking me ( Read more... )

Looking at your picture from when we first met
You gave me a smile that I could never forget
And nothing I could do could protect me from you that night

Wrapped around your finger, always on my mind
The days would blend 'cause we stayed up all night
Yeah, you and I were everything, everything to me

I just want you to know that I've been fighting to let ( Read more... )

lilac wine by jeff buckley
& this strange effect by hooverphonics

= my thunderstorm music.

i love the sky right now
its an eery calm
and im just waiting for it to storm

i really miss nick
i miss kissing him
i miss being kissed

31 days till i can drive basically forever.
cuz my parents arent GHEY like that.

they are ghey enough to take away my cell ( Read more... )

i just wish i meant something to someone

i cant shake this feeling of emptiness
like the ground's not mine to walk upon
noone really cares anyway.

mmagic004: Can anybody find me somebody to love?
Each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
Take a look in the mirror and cry
Lord what you're doing to me

shuttup eljay

im so done with you right now.

PEACE

im sorry
but it has to be done

I watch the walls around me crumble
but it's not like I wont build them up again
so here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming ( Read more... )

i dont think ive ever actually felt that much hate being spewed at me.
and especially from someone i love more than anything and who's opinion i hold above all others.

all i have to say is... oh well.
ive decided that im rather content with this
the reason being i got broken up with by some monster
not the nick schwartz i love so much
i dont know that ( Read more... )

he slept over this girl louise's house ( Read more... )

i know i'd still love him
and i'd still give us a chance
but i know for a fact
that i would never be able to look him in the eyes ever again
it would hurt me too much

i wish i didnt feel so helpless
and i wish that i didnt have to just sit here and hope

i made this mix for nick's car and i just now realized  how beautiful it is 
even the random order has amazing greatness.

- We Used To Be Friends              --The Dandy Warhols
- A Perfect Sonnet                           -- Bright Eyes
- God Killed The Queen                 -- Louis XIV
- I've Been Dying To Reach You   -- Circa Survive
- High And Dry ( Read more... )