Might go with my insticts, their always right. Being lonely sucks, but its better then being hurt all the time

I dono we'll see who knows what could happen between us, I would like to see the best, buts its hard to say. Maybe its just me being perinoid cause she wants to take it slow but who knows?

Who am I kidding, but constantly telling myself "she likes me" when in reality its very unknown, I have no idea, I hope I'm not being lead on only to be hurt, yet again. My only chance with someone who really wanted to be with me is gone, and has been gone for almost 6 years now, and only recently got to tell her how I really felt, unfortunently ( Read more... )

The looks in her eyes after we kiss, captivating :)

Well I think I fucked up I don't know.

I'm kinda weird right now, and in tears, Its been almost 6 years since a girl has held my hand and told me how great of a guy I am. I'm so scared i'm going to do something wrong. Its been so long since someone has been able to make me feel really good about myself. My last girlfriend couldn't even do that in fact did the opposite, I fucking miss ( Read more... )

Damn car altinator or whatever is kapoot. getting a new one today and hopefully up and running by tonight so I can go home and get drunk, haha. anyway, spent the night with Niccy and her friend, pretty cool, their fucking goofy. Got nice and drunk. but got like three hours of sleep. We're not officially going out or nothing but it could happen soon ( Read more... )

just got home went to play pool with Mark Lizzie and George, kinda outa it right now as usual, hahaha, Last night was great, went to go pick Niccy up again and had a goofy old time with everyone at my house then when I was driving her home we started holding hands :) and a good good night kiss :) , I like her ahellava lot shes real sweet, tomorrow ( Read more... )

pretty good night, kinda out of it at the moment, Niccy came over, damn, I really like her alot, shes pretty shy in person kinda, but we had some pretty deap and personal discussions over the phone. I believe we have a connection, more then I've had with most girls in my past. I don't know what will happen but its definently possible we could end ( Read more... )

wow though i've really only known Niccy for a day I just talked to her for a hour and a half on the phone, and we really connected, awesome. Really cool and understood each other pretty well, but I dono yet, only time will tell.