2am and have to work at 6! wow about to go to bed, daytime was boring but got to a pretty cool party at 10 met tons of cool new people, Leah your awesome! thanks for inviting me! And met someone named Julia, we're probably gonna hang out later this week. and yes, shes cute :)

a friend of mines boyfriend and his roomie are getting evicted so their throwing a party and getting a keg! good times, this will be awesome. apparently im free to invite whome ever I want, so this will be interesting, dono who all would be up for it, we'll see!

im am, probably the reason things didn't work out, sometimes, I was very positive about things and sometimes negative and sometimes in between. Depended on the day, cause sometimes I was really worried and down and sometimes I was really happy and greatfull, too bad this had to play a role in fucking things up, anyway, I'll be good, distance ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of life right now, I keep thinking about my mistakes and how it hurt someone and it makes me wanna fucking blow my brains out I feel so bad, and I don't know if I will get the chance to make it up in anyway, fuck I don't know what to do :(

sorry about the text from earier to all, I was seriously depressed and a friend kinda talked me outa it. And you know who you are, just give me some time as well, I'll stop bugging you, I just.... am very upset how far things went, and need to chill for awile, I just really haven't been taking it well, sorry I just hope we can be friends in the ( Read more... )

damn tired, of to work soon, pretty cool weekend, dispite some drama but nothing lasting or huge, but yeah, got a bit tipsy, thanks for a pretty cool weekend everyone, thanks for being there for me Leesha, means alot for me, thank you too Niki(not perk Niki, a diff one) pretty cool finally getting to know ya, cool hanging out with ya again Michelle ( Read more... )

Started my new job on wendsday, its pretty cool, easy kinda a familiar environment. And the shifts go by pretty fast since we get two 15 minutes and a 20 minute breaks! Kinda sucks they use only crappy little manuel machines to build the transformers, they need to get the more automated machines like I worked on before, I did 68 parts today, 68!! ( Read more... )

Damn I was pretty out of it last night but it was cool, Mark, Lizzie, Gabe, George, Amanda, (girl)Alex, Jason, Heidi and myself, it was pretty nuts, Jason kinda started to annoy everyone though, but hell it was fun, George is fucking hilarious. Last day at Holiday was friday! whoohoo! Start my new job on wendsday, no more customers!!!! Kinda bored ( Read more... )

interesting night got a bit fucked up walked around downtown. Gotta go pick up the rest of my stuff otherwise "its going to be sold" fuck that shit, whatever is that all shes going to say to me? since its been a month and still not even a friendly "hello" shows obviously how much I really ment to her. Alex is fucking right, its all bullshit, fuck ( Read more... )

This weekend sounds good, can't wait, havin a little get together at home with some people, don't know who all, might have this Melinda girl I met over dono, and me and Alex are double dating with Amanda and Jackie, lets see how that turns out.... Seen Danielle at Perks she looked to be in a bad mood or soemthing? I dono