Wow, wow is damn near all I can say. I thought I wouldn't have to use this again, but more and more I am feeling like a stray wolf who is lost in the woods, yet right next to the people he has always known, and still can't help to feel completely misunderstood/lonely. I haven't had a serious/honest relationship for years, and when I "say" years I ( Read more... )

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I want you.. will you love me?

SHAWING!

I got a job today at Albertsons I get paid $7.26 per hour and I get time and a half on Sundays ($10.87)..

I'm looking forward to it. I had smoked weed 2 weeks prior to drug test (GAH!) so I went and bought a $50 QCarbo drink from GNC.. and it worked and made my piss come accross clean.

So I'm happy.... Uhhm... not much else to put up...

Well I haven't died or anything.. I'm out of school, forced to get a GED due to the fact if I had to go and make up the 5.5 credit's I need it would take $4800(child support) out of my $10,000 college fund set up by my father. So I am going to college in January with my friend and I might move out.

Shazam for the update!

Nothing new has been happening recently. I tried hookin up with this one girl Katie from my school, but then I realized that she wasn't my type. I want to pursue Jessica but sadly she never calls anyone (anxiety or something) and I need that in a relationship.

I want things to happen with a girl but not till the right one comes around =\

Sorry I haven't writen in a while. Nothing too major has gone on lately. I was off of school for a whole week. Oh joy. I got my camera.. Plenty of fun I guess Well today was... eventful.. I got a hug from this girl named Beverly, the same girl whom I've known all highschool and have had a minor crush on her the whole time. She's pretty awesome ( Read more... )

I will do a real update soon, I promise.


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So last night was rather… interesting. Ryan and I decided we should go up to Snoqualmie pass and tear it up in the parking lot. Great plan right? Well there has been this weird noise under his car for a while, sounded like something loose. So we get going, having fun doing a few doughnuts then all of a sudden the noise stops, we're thinking sweet, ( Read more... )

Well I found this old convo in my email in the saved folder. It's hard to believe at 14 I had felt what love was. this is a convo about this girl named Carrie who I went out with and still talk to here and there. I was talking to her good friend (neighbor out in the boonies) Amie. Amie wanted me to give Carrie another chance. Finally I snapped and ( Read more... )