Yeah..so

[adorabalex]

Hey.

Nothing has been really "up" lately. Dev's in Ohio which completely blows, I miss him. But he's been a butt lately, I guess its my fault because I can't trust anyone ever, but I can't help my emotions and the fact I have shit for a temper. I need counceling..I think. I can't help it, I care so much about it..I worry he's going to mess up.

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[adorabalex]

Thanks Mariel. I know its not, that's why I know I have to find it deep down to just give in, and if he hurts me, then it was meant to be you know? Whatever happens, happens for reason, I hope..haha.